Two Weeks Notice

Okay, I’m going to start with a quick timeline because otherwise this is going to get confusing. From 2006 to 2009 I was a teacher. From 2009 to 2012, I was in grad school. In September of 2012 I started my first post-grad school job (we’ll call it job 1, for the sake of simplicity), where I filled in for others when they went on vacation or jury duty. In January I started a second job (job 2, because I’m creative) where I was initially working 1 day a week consistently.

When I started job 2 in January, I had reservations. It’s pediatric based and I did peds at my last clinical affiliation last year and hated it. I mean, hated it. I didn’t want to go. I called my sister almost daily on the way to work practically in tears for how miserable I was. And yet, when I got an email offering me this position, I jumped at the chance. It’s a cool place with cool people.

And from the first day, I loved it. I felt a little out of my league at parts, but as each week passed my confidence and arguably my skills, improved. I got to where each week I looked forward to Wednesdays and dreaded the days I had to go to work at job 1. After a few weeks, we added a half day at job 2 to accommodate new patients. I was thrilled.

I have been continuing to take days at job 1, but over the past 2 months, they had slowed to a trickle. I accepted every one that came my way, even the ones that were an almost 2 hour commute away, but even still, most weeks I was getting one day of work a week at best. I really liked the company, but I was not working enough to make it worth my while staying per diem at job 2. I spoke with my boss at job 2 and she said that if I wanted to work more, she’d give me the hours and would eventually need me up to 3 days a week, or even more if I was interested.

And with the combination of hospital bills and student loans looming, we knew what had to be done.

2 weeks ago I gave my 2 week notice for job 1 and starting next week I’ll be working up to full part time hours at job 2. Eventually I may go full time, but I like being able to be home with Eli a few days a week and as long as it works with our budget, I’m not in a rush to change it. My boss also has a young daughter, so she’s extremely understanding of the need for a work/home balance and I am beyond appreciative of that.

But the coolest part of all of this is that I truly enjoy going to work now. When I was a teacher, I dreaded going to work each day. I loved my students, I loved interacting with them, but I hated the job. At job 1, I dreaded going to work each day and I started to worry that I had gone into the wrong field because I was miserable. But now, I no longer dread it. I look forward to seeing my patients, to seeing my coworkers, to working with parents. I look forward to even the toughest patients, because they challenge me in a way that is exciting. In a way that makes me want to work more instead of less, and that is a very novel feeling for me. I am pretty stubborn, but when I don’t like my job, when things get tough, I tend to want to bow out. There is no more bowing.

I remember when job 2 was offered to me and the trepidation I felt about returning to pediatrics, but now that I’m there, I feel like I’m home. And that makes the long road to get here seem more than worth it.

7 Responses to “Two Weeks Notice”

  • Emily:

    Can I ask what it is you are doing now? I have been a teacher for 2 years and am finding myself generally not very happy. I love working with kids, that much I know, but I find myself questioning if I’m working in the right setting. I have thought about going back to school but am having trouble deciding what to go back for, a Master’s in teaching? A different certification? A different area entirely such as speech? Any thoughts would be much appreciated!

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    Katie Reply:

    Emily, I’m going to email you my response!

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  • I am happy for you!

    A month ago, I started a job in a field that a friend told me was absolutely perfect for me. I went back to school to earn a M.Ed to do the job, decided I liked it so much, I would go further. In the meantime, though, I am finally doing Instructional Design and look forward to going to work everyday.

    Then I come home, and bubble over telling my husband all about the cool stuff I got to do all day. It is the perfect collision of teaching and technology for me.

    Having such a positive experience like yours (and now, mine) isn’t all that common nowadays. It is fantastic that you have yours!

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  • Yay for work happiness! Congratulations.

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  • So thrilled for you!! Sounds like a great fit.

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  • I’m glad you gave peds a 2nd chance. I had a horrific hospital-based practicum in grad school, and it turned me off working with an adult/rehab population altogether, which is really sad. I love working with kids, and I even work with teenagers now, which I never thought I would. I hope someday to get brave enough to face my fears about working with adults.

    Having a job you look forward to going to (or at least don’t dread) is a valuable and magical thing. YAY!

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  • Al_Pal:

    Yaaaay! So glad you’re happy with the job. ;)

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